The past is in the past
Sweet then
Repulsive now
Never thought I’d regret ever
Was one of the best things that ever happened
Thought nothing could be more better
Or more beautiful
Was never ready to let it go ever
It was my light source
My reason to be what I was
I clang to it for mere life
Scraped every inch of my sanity
Just to keep it alive
Almost gave up my dignity in the process
Cried endless nights to plead for it to stay
Begged every possible way
Broke my heart several times
To millions of pieces
Only after it sucked the existence out of me
I got to know
That it was all a lie
A sham
I was used
I have been cheated
Two long years
When all along I was thinking it was a precious gift
I stand now
No plans of looking back
Dignity lost
Still ashamed, dirty
For not realizing soon
I can never be the same
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