I buried them deep
Deep, deep inside
Never to bring them
Up to the surface
Ever again
Never again
Tag: bitter
Transformed Smiles
She was tender
Sweet
Innocent in all beauty
Strikingly calm
Mellow
She opened her closed eyes
Remembering her past
The way she was
Preventing the ever so small smile
Trying to escape her lips
And quickly changed it
To a smirk
Before anyone noticed
In vain
I wait still
Knowing
There is no hope
I wait still
Knowing
It’s in vain
It keeps going
Don’t know why
It keeps rowing
Don’t know how
Is it me?
What is it this time?
What did I do?
Wasn’t I being sweet?
Perfect and all that you wanted
I did all that I can
Gave up my true self
Faked it
So that you would stay
I tried my best
But like everytime
You left
No reason
No message
Just like that
Is it you?
Is it me?
Hunger, never satisfied
Too much noise,so much commotion
Lots of disturbance,meaning I crave
Empty,sick,senseless words
Wicked imbeciles,foolish stupids
Purity and sense is all I demand
Lies and hypocrisy,deception and pride,crashing
Truth,modesty,find no space,no room
Trails of stink they leave,they go,they come
Scattering darkness,burning the light
Sparks I dream,brightness I search
Clashing,clashing,I try moving forward
To survive,a challenge,to live,a victory
Surviving, not living
Saying no to something you’d kill for
Cravings you can’t control
Desire you can’t put an end to
Longing, trying too hard to resist
Yearning dying too bad to combust
Wish, wistful to be fulfilled
Aspiration strongly to be achieved
So many wants, wanting
Goals waiting
Targets raising, yet uncared
Stakes higher than ever
Yet there’s no stir, no emotion
Not a hope or answer
Not an inch of progress
Not a spur of belief
Faith is gone
Life is bleak and dark
Reason is lost
So is the purpose
What’s there to be?
What’s there to exist?
If there’s no sense in living
No chance in surviving