The faint whiff of death
Was diffusing
Slowly finding way
Into life
Paralyzing
Getting a strong grip
Of everything it passed through
It was slow poison
Fatal
Screamed lethal ever so silently
Taking them away
Forever into her abyss
Tag: dark
The Little Child Within
There’s a little child inside
Trembling with fear unknown
Even terrified to raise her head
To take a peek outside
Sitting in the darkest corner
Knees pulled to her face
Hands covering her eyes
She cries in tiny sobs
Hiccuping
Stained are her cheeks
Of tears dried
She has no idea
Why it’s so dark
She has no idea
What’s happening to her
She just lies there
For eternity knows when
With questions unanswered
Wisdom beyond her reach
After all
Awful image she is
Of the child I am within
Vanishing
Air
Sucking out of my lungs
Breath
Running short of
Vacuum
Filling every crevice
Space
Finding no space
Life
Slowly fading
Soul
Vanishing nowhere
And it ended
It was incessant
Her ranting
It was annoying
Her ridiculous complaining
It was unbearable
Her endless bantering
It was torture
Her being
He was counting numbers
Silently
And now the count was losing count
Standing up
In one swift move
He silenced her
Forever
And, Ah!
Hunger, never satisfied
Too much noise,so much commotion
Lots of disturbance,meaning I crave
Empty,sick,senseless words
Wicked imbeciles,foolish stupids
Purity and sense is all I demand
Lies and hypocrisy,deception and pride,crashing
Truth,modesty,find no space,no room
Trails of stink they leave,they go,they come
Scattering darkness,burning the light
Sparks I dream,brightness I search
Clashing,clashing,I try moving forward
To survive,a challenge,to live,a victory
Alive but dead
One minute you exist
And the other you don’t
Sometimes your love is overwhelming
And suddenly you don’t even care
You show me peaks of ecstasy
You smash me down to bitter reality
I don’t know what I mean to you
But I thought you’re different
I don’t know what you’re going through
A part of me is always on your side
Maybe you don’t like me
I’m not ready to believe it even if it’s true
Window grill
Holding
The cold window grill
As cold as always
Matching the chill
Of my soul
So even
Similarly dark
We camouflage
Snap out of it
Why keep running?
Why so disappointed?
If they don’t see what’s in you
If they can’t bother to acknowledge your existence
If they keep forgetting
Or don’t remember anything in the first place
They don’t care or bother
Don’t value
Don’t recognize you even
Admit it
You may need it
You may be needy
When the odds aren’t in your favor
Or nothing at all is on your side
Why keep repeating the same thing?
Why always?
When you know it won’t come to you
Or it’s not yours at all, maybe
Why waste your heartbeat?
Thumping loud out of your chest
Why break to an endless paranoia?
When they don’t even have an idea what’s going on
Not a bit, not a speck
It’s your hallucination, things that may never happen
Snap out of it
Good for you
There’s no difference you’re dead or alive
Living or lost
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