Today

Today I sit weary
Tired of my past
Tired of my all
Reminiscing the darkness
That consumed my being

Scrambled

I search for letters
To form something
Something meaningful
Something sensible
Everything is scrambled
I scurry in haste
I search for the right way
Only in vain

Wrong

You guessed me wrong
It’s sad
It’s a pity
It’s funny
It is
I’m strong
Stronger than ever
Wise, wiser than before
It’s true
It’s a fact
It’s me
You don’t see

Alive but dead

One minute you exist
And the other you don’t
Sometimes your love is overwhelming
And suddenly you don’t even care
You show me peaks of ecstasy
You smash me down to bitter reality
I don’t know what I mean to you
But I thought you’re different
I don’t know what you’re going through
A part of me is always on your side
Maybe you don’t like me
I’m not ready to believe it even if it’s true