Tag: emotions
Heart of my heart
In the heart of my heart
Buried deep, so deep
Lies a tiny little chest of scars
Locked forever to sleep
“Wake”, said the pounding
Of my heart so weak
“Wake”, said my being
Ever so bleak
The little chest quivered
And began to queak
Lost
I’m lost
Lost beyond comprehension
Lost beyond reality
Lost to infinity
Lost to many forevers
Lost and immortal
I thought wrong
I thought
I was unlucky
But I’m not
I found love
Again
Anger
Anger
Seeping through
Killing my insides
Breaking me apart
Wrong
You guessed me wrong
It’s sad
It’s a pity
It’s funny
It is
I’m strong
Stronger than ever
Wise, wiser than before
It’s true
It’s a fact
It’s me
You don’t see
Threatening Walls
I turned the switch off
Of everything that numbs me
The emotions that weaken me
I don’t cry anymore, but
They’re welling up inside
I built walls strong enough
For them to withhold
To withstand their sheer force
Impervious to hurt anymore
I laugh instead of shedding tears
I don’t know if the walls are strong enough
Because, deep inside
The tears are accumulating
Threatening me
The walls might crack
I have no idea
What to do when they break down?
Can I handle the tsunami ?
The waves of emotions
That might break open surging
The death of flood
That might wash me away
Can I survive if the disaster occurs?
And build them back again?
As of now
I’m strong, maybe