I give you

I gave you my soul
I gave you my all
All that you did
Is make me fall

Hurt me again

Hurt me again
Hurt me once more
Hit me harder
Hit me again
It’s not a pain
Not anymore

Wrong

You guessed me wrong
It’s sad
It’s a pity
It’s funny
It is
I’m strong
Stronger than ever
Wise, wiser than before
It’s true
It’s a fact
It’s me
You don’t see

Stark commotion

So much noise
So much
Reverberating
Vibrating through and through
The commotion is stark
Startlingly stark
I close my ears
Pretending I do

Threatening Walls

I turned the switch off

Of everything that numbs me

The emotions that weaken me

I don’t cry anymore, but

They’re welling up inside

I built walls strong enough

For them to withhold

To withstand their sheer force

Impervious to hurt anymore

I laugh instead of shedding tears

I don’t know if the walls are strong enough

Because, deep inside

The tears are accumulating

Threatening me

The walls might crack

I have no idea

What to do when they break down?

Can I handle the tsunami ?

The waves of emotions

That might break open surging

The death of flood

That might wash me away

Can I survive if the disaster occurs?

And build them back again?

As of now

I’m strong, maybe

Anyone?

Is anyone out there?
Who’d bother to care?
Is anyone out there?
Who’ll bother to dare?
Is anyone out there?
To make my gloom rare
Is anyone out there?
To drive away my nightmare
Is anyone out there?
To wipe my falling tear
Is anyone out there?
To pull me out of this snare
Is anyone out there?
Who into my depths can stare?
Is anyone out there?
Who’d, my grieves share?
Is anyone out there?
To bear my soul bare
Is anyone out there?
Please tell me where

Irony

I tremble inside

So terribly

My emotions are in a trauma

My soul’s in a blackout

I’m smirking outside

Like I’ve got no care

And I’m incredibly strong

The irony of my subsistence