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Buried

I buried them deep
Deep, deep inside
Never to bring them
Up to the surface
Ever again
Never again

Infinities

Somewhere

I think I found the truth

But

I’m afraid somehow

To digest it

Celebrating myself

I’m celebrating

Beauty

In all it’s hatred

Rejection

In all it’s sweetness

Betrayal

In all it’s glamour

Disgust

In all it’s reality

Mockery

In all it’s truthfulness

Pain

In all it’s endurance

Hurt

In all it’s passion

Darkness

In all it’s intensity

Yes

I am celebrating

In all

Intense

It was intense

Her love for

The reality

But little did she know

The reality

Was a big lie

Again

Back to the beginning

Back to rejection

Why does it still hurt?

It always was

It always has

Have you ever?

Ever felt so good

That you thought its forbidden

Ever felt so safe

That you thought it’s not for long

Ever felt so happy

You felt you didn’t deserve it

Ever felt so content

You thought it’s a dream

Tell me

Do you feel alive, or

Do you feel awake?

Is it vivid?

Is it of various hues?

Are you shaken?

Are you enjoying?

What do they mean?

What is it to you?

Tell me your dreams.