Wait not

Been waiting

Since forever

Took a nap

It came

And went

Have to start

Waiting

Again

In vain

I wait still

Knowing

There is no hope

I wait still

Knowing

It’s in vain

It keeps going

Don’t know why

It keeps rowing

Don’t know how

Desperate anticipation

The anticipation is killing

I so want it

Badly

But it won’t, not yet

Patience, I say to myself

Ugh, but can I?

It’s incessant, it won’t stop

Not now, not still

I want to scream

The built up anguish

Maybe even desperation

It is desperation, I am desperate

But why won’t it happen soon

As in now, right now