Why keep running?
Why so disappointed?
If they don’t see what’s in you
If they can’t bother to acknowledge your existence
If they keep forgetting
Or don’t remember anything in the first place
They don’t care or bother
Don’t value
Don’t recognize you even
Admit it
You may need it
You may be needy
When the odds aren’t in your favor
Or nothing at all is on your side
Why keep repeating the same thing?
Why always?
When you know it won’t come to you
Or it’s not yours at all, maybe
Why waste your heartbeat?
Thumping loud out of your chest
Why break to an endless paranoia?
When they don’t even have an idea what’s going on
Not a bit, not a speck
It’s your hallucination, things that may never happen
Snap out of it
Good for you
There’s no difference you’re dead or alive
Living or lost
Scribbles and Rambles 