I’m trying
To reach out
To the light
But everything
Is pulling me back
Into this mire
Dragging me down
Month: November 2015
I’m not
I’m not the happiest
I’m not
I don’t have a purpose
I travel alone
Trying to melt magnets
Nothing, nobody comes close
I attract blankness
I attract nothingness
Nothingness
It’s nothingness
Nothingness is all I see
I’m home
After traveling
Hours
Days
Of waiting
Of desperation
I’m home
Whispers
I hear whispers
Calm and loud
Of my past
My glory
My fall
Just a little
A little bit of passion
And some compassion
I’ll live
I will
Alone
I’m tired
Of being alone
How long?
I ask myself
Though I know
That the answer is
“Forever”
Reason
Give me,
Give me a reason
To be
Lonely again
I thought wrong
I thought
I was unlucky
But I’m not
I found love
Again
Somehow
I’m tired of the pain
I’m tired of my pain
I’m numb
I’m cold
But I’m free somehow